Realism.

I have fallen into a deep hole of perpetual truths.
realizing the fact on how the human body functions on impacts and memoirs.

**sharing a bit off my mind not caring anymore: such a fool!!! i should have not rejected his kiss, since the start of a new friendship... he liked me. he liked me!! I'm such a fool. i wish i could have seen the signs he gave me long ago.

now i know we grew our relationship to be just friends and nothing more, from the start we were so close and now its so awkward that i hardy even know you anymore.
i'll try from this day to bury down deep my feelings for you and start seeing you as a friend.
at least now i'll be a bit content with knowing that you liked me.